Tonight I can write the saddest lines – Pablo Neruda

Tonight I Can Write The Saddest Lines

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
Write, for example,'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'
The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.
To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.

My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.

My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her void. Her bright body. Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.

Love is so short, forgetting is so long.
Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.

Pablo Neruda (1904 - 1973)

He was twenty when he wrote this poem. It was published in the year 1924. Clearly this is a poem about grief associated afer the breakup of a love affair very early in life. And early stages too in the grief process emphasised by the statement my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her. To not have the physical intimacy of the relationship in the first days of the breakup is shattered at night time. The night the time the loss is magnified – to hear the immense night, still more immense without her.

The intense pain of not having physical connection is overwhelming and this dominates the poem. I like the single line stanzas that allow the reader to spend time deliberating on the sad state of affairs. The monologue and the repetition give emphasis to his sad emotional state.

But there appears to me a searching question on what is love. Apart from the physical aspects on knowing her body and the sexual union in lines such as –

I no longer love her, that’s certain, but how I loved her.
I no longer love her, that’s certain, but maybe I love her.

Maybe he is looking at other aspects of her that connect with deeper meaning. Attributes such as integrity, compassion, personal goals, philosophy … aspects that could form a common bond beyond the physical.

This is the probably a sad reflection on a first love. At least the first more meaningful love relationship for he authored the poem at the age of twenty, so hopefully over time he had more success. His ‘Memoirs’ detail his relationships with many women. Although he extolled the beauty of woman in his love poetry his treatment of women was sadly lacking. But of course the product of the time he lived. His love sonnets were very much a tribute to his third wife Matilde Urrudia.

The King and I – meeting notable people


Richard, Richard … where have you been
      I’ve been to the War Memorial to visit the King, and the Queen
Richard, Richard … what did you there
                 I told the King to respect his fair hair
                                         … for I think a hat should surely be seen

Context …

Sometimes there is a chance of coming in contact with notable people whether royalty, politicians, popstars or actors. Maybe for a fleeting moment of course. I did get the chance to see King Charles III and Queen Camilla when they made a one-day visit to Canberra last week. I took the above photograph when the royal couple came out of the Australian War Memorial and took time out to greet some of the well-wishers who had gathered for the occasion. He spoke to the fellow next to me before moving on.

King Charles seemed in a good mood he undoubtedly has a sense of humour. I think he is a bit philosophical at being in the role of King. Making the most of it I guess, not an enviable job.

The Pussycat was very kind to the Queen in trying to chase-off a mouse that had frequented the Palace. I was only trying to give the King some helpful advice to protect himself. The spring sunshine on the day was quite intense, a little different from England I might add.

Big Meadow – Kevin Hart

I came across this poem when reading the Australian Book Review and had immediate rapport. Which is not always the case when reading poems within periodicals.

Big Meadow

Someone has left the day wide open here
But no one ever comes to mow the grass.
A man stands out of earshot, just a flash

Of red above the green and lemon stalks,
And then the sunlight spirits him away.
He's come, like us, to spend an afternoon

With daisies, butterflies, bull thistle spikes,
And lose his body in forgotten grass.
No talk when wading through this inland sea,

No need to name the milkweed, Queen Anne's lace,
No need to speak of lilies springing out
Like tigers from the track we roughly make

and unmake as we wander through the day,
No need to call the thorny locust out
Or tempt it with a fingertip. No need.

Words without eyelids come and look around
From in our heads and from those songs we love,
As afternoon grows sweet: air, cloud, and sky,

And then all settle down to flourish here,
Where grasses, trees and rocks step out of time
And leave us free to live inside the sun

That whispers, 'Come, rest in my golden breath,'
And half-imagine that we all can stretch
Ourselves like this throughout the years to come.

Some bumblebees dance round the bergamot.
My son is hidden in the thick long grass:
Not even the circling crow can see him now.

Kevin Hart
(1954 -

When growing up as a child I spent much time walking and frequenting the local meadows. My father bought a corner section of a field to build a house. The rest of the field was used for cattle or growing wheat and even to this day remains the same. Taking our dog around the field for exercise was a regular activity. This is a poem that invokes that contentment of life feeling from within as I recall my childhood memories, including building a tree house in an adjoining oak and walking to the bottom of the field where there was a sloe tree.

The first line someone has left the day wide open invoked similar feeling when reading the opening words of Mrs Dalloway by Virginia Woolf. When Mrs Dalloway opens the French doors to a June summer morning in England and thought – what a morning – fresh, as if issued to children on a beach. And I have pleasant memories of being so alive on a June morning in Hampshire and being in harmony with the countryside.

The meadow is a wildflower meadow where no one comes to mow the grass. A man loses his body in forgotten grass implies the meadow has been in such a state for many years. The plants and flowers are named allowing readers familar with English countryside to picture the meadow in specific detail. But the man actually walking in the meadow is totally oblivious of such identities. He is absorbed in the beauty of being in the now as he walks through the grasses; being at one with nature. Words without eyelids come and look around suggest there is nothing hidden from sight in his attentive absorption. And to live inside the sun gives the impression of taking resident within the sun joining the gift of brightness and warmth apart from indicating a sunny day.

It is a nice romantic thought that these moments in our lives can last forever – we all can stretch / Ourselves like this throughout the years to come

The absorption is emphasised in the last two lines My son is hidden in the thick long grass: / Not even the circling crow can see him now. There is also a subtle suggestion of personal loss apart from my thought at being lost in nature. Perhaps readers should think about the circling crow and what this implies.

From Wikipedia …
Kevin John Hart  is an Anglo-Australian theologian, philosopher and poet. He is currently Jo Rae Wright University Distinguished Professor at Duke Divinity School. He was the Edwin B. Kyle Professor of Christian Studies and Chair of the Religious Studies Department at the University of Virginia.

Pablo Neruda – Love Sonnet XV11

Love Sonnet XV11

I do not love you as if you were salt,-rose or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off: 
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, 
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.
I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries it itself the light of hidden flowers;  
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where, 
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride:
so I love you because I know no other way
than this: when I does not exist, nor you,   
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,   
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

Pablo Neruda (1905 – 1963)
Translated by Stephen Tapscott

This is one of Pablo Neruda’s most famous love sonnets.

S1 … He captures a deep and profound form of love that transcends the surface-level comparisons typical of romantic poetry. Instead of likening love to common symbols of beauty and passion—roses, topaz, or fiery carnations— Neruda uses subtler, more introspective metaphors. He goes to the spiritual essence of a person – between the shadow and the soul.

If you like he finds commonality with his own internal spiritual understanding of self – his own philosophic adherence. The physical aspects are secondary, the spiritual is dominant

The love expressed is not grandiose or performative but intimate, and secretive. And as though words are not needed.

S2 … The imagery of the hidden, non-blooming plant suggests that love exists beneath the surface, silently growing and infusing the self with meaning. Neruda is modest in that he is only partially able to comprehend the love that is internal in his lover – lives darkly in his body, but nevertheless a deep bond.

S3 … I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where — emphasizes love as instinctive inherent characteristic. And a natural force that exists without needing justification or reason.

Neruda’s love is so profound that the boundaries between his lover dissolves. Leading to a union where they are inseparable— so close that your hand upon my chest is mine. But ownership of another person is not an appropriate interpretation.

The sonnet speaks of a love that is not possessive but one where two souls merge into one, becoming indistinguishable from one another. It beautifully explores the idea of love as a force that exists beyond the physical realm, delving into a shared existence. Stephen Tapscott highlights the fact that I and you are no more.

The underlying thought equates true love to the marriage of the mind evoking togetherness as intellectual and emotional compatibility between partners. This concept is famously captured in Shakespeare’s Sonnet 116, where Shakespeare speaks of love as something constant and unwavering, a union of minds rather than simply physical attraction or fleeting passion.

So true love between a couple can be seen as the marriage of two minds — a connection that transcends physicality and based on mutual respect, trust, and intellectual compatibility. In a broader sense, love also involves physical, as well as spiritual dimensions making it more than just a meeting of the minds.

A Dog Has Died – Pablo Neruda

A Dog Has Died

My dog has died.
I buried him in the garden
next to a rusted old machine.
Some day I'll join him right there,
but now he's gone with his shaggy coat,
his bad manners and his cold nose,
and I, the materialist, who never believed
in any promised heaven in the sky
for any human being,
I believe in a heaven I'll never enter.
Yes, I believe in a heaven for all dogdom
where my dog waits for my arrival
waving his fan-like tail in friendship.
Ai, I'll not speak of sadness here on earth,
of having lost a companion
who was never servile.
His friendship for me, like that of a porcupine
withholding its authority,
was the friendship of a star, aloof,
with no more intimacy than was called for,
with no exaggerations:
he never climbed all over my clothes
filling me full of his hair or his mange,
he never rubbed up against my knee
like other dogs obsessed with sex.
No, my dog used to gaze at me,
paying me the attention I need,
the attention required
to make a vain person like me understand
that, being a dog, he was wasting time,
but, with those eyes so much purer than mine,
he'd keep on gazing at me
with a look that reserved for me alone
all his sweet and shaggy life,
always near me, never troubling me,
and asking nothing.
Ai, how many times have I envied his tail
as we walked together on the shores of the sea
in the lonely winter of Isla Negra
where the wintering birds filled the sky
and my hairy dog was jumping about
full of the voltage of the sea's movement:
my wandering dog, sniffing away
with his golden tail held high,
face to face with the ocean's spray.
Joyful, joyful, joyful,
as only dogs know how to be happy
with only the autonomy
of their shameless spirit.
There are no good-byes for my dog who has died,
and we don't now and never did lie to each other.

So now he's gone and I buried him,
and that's all there is to it.

Pablo Neruda (1904 - 1973)

This is Neruda’s pet dog and the first thing to notice is that there is no naming of the dog other than dog.
The emphasis is on the fact that he is Dog.

S1 … A straightforward statement that the dog has died and been buried.

S2 … Neruda will have similar fate. He reflects on the attributes that are commonly associated with a dog. Looking at the negative side of dog. Although Neruda has no believe in heaven his dog will be there and waiting for him in Dog Heaven.

S3 … his dog was not a close dog … rather distant like a star … there was no intimacy of touch that is common with a dog as pet

S4 … it looks as though the Dog gazes at the pathetic creature that is Neruda … he is there out of duty but what a waste of dog time … never troubles his owner

S5 … and when Neruda takes dog for a walk along the coast at Isla Negro (at the cottage in Chile where Neruda lived), Neruda is jealous at the natural happy full of life spirit that Dog shows on the walk … and I love the line full of the voltage of the sea’s movement … perhaps Neruda, in contrast is depressed, the poem was written near the end of his life.

S6 … no goodbyes necessary, a honest relationship

S7 … In line with the first stanza the Dog is buried and gone and that’s the end. As though a full stop on grief. I think he loved his dog very much despite wallowing in self-pity and using such a degrading tone.

This is certainly a different poem than one usually associates with Neruda. Most people would associate Neruda with his famous love sonnets.

Prayer – Carol Ann Duffy

Prayer

Some days, although we cannot pray, a prayer
utters itself. So, a woman will lift
her head from the sieve of her hands and stare
at the minims sung by a tree, a sudden gift.

Some nights, although we are faithless, the truth
enters our hearts, that small familiar pain;
then a man will stand stock-still, hearing his youth
in the distant Latin chanting of a train.

Pray for us now. Grade 1 piano scales
console the lodger looking out across
a Midlands town. Then dusk, and someone calls
a child's name as though they named their loss.

Darkness outside. Inside, the radio's prayer —
Rockall. Malin. Dogger. Finisterre.
Carol Ann Duffy (1955 -

S1 …
Sometimes quite unexpected we are caught with a sudden beautiful impulse from nature and we are completely overwhelmed and stop what we are doing in appreciation. The woman is unaware who is giving her this song. She uses her hands as she looks up into the tree, so maybe needing protection from the sun. The tree or the birds in the tree have arrested her attention.

S2 …
The rolling motion of a train is likened to chanting as it moves along the track in the distance. It looks like this is happening as the man reflects on something from his youth. And he is now confronting the truth of what happened. It appears heart wrenching and painful to recall. A train may be involved. It has arrested his attention and like the first stanza it could be likened to a prayer.

S3 …
The lodger is in his room while a child in the house is playing the piano. It is dusk a fitting time for grief as the lodger looks out of his window and reflects on a loss maybe a child in his family who played when he was a parent. The calling of the name  and the recalling of a name in the experience of grief perhaps.

S4 …
The mentioning of the fishing forecast reminds me of my youth when this was familiar when listening to the radio. And prayers abound from the many that are listening and thinking of those out at sea. Prayers emanating from inside the warm of homes to the dark foreboding ships at sea.

All these gifts from everyday life are likened to prayer.

Providence springs to mind, if one believes in a spiritual force taking care of us on an individual basis. A very comforting thought when we are depressed and nobody seems to care for us.

A detailed analysis is on this Site – “Prayer,” by Carol Ann Duffy (saltproject.org)   The following notes are taken from this link …

1 … Minims  are half-notes written on a page of musical notation.

2 … And BBC Radio has long broadcast the “Shipping Forecast” for the various seas around the British Isles, waters divided into 31 sea areas, including Rockall, Malin, Dogger, and Finisterre. These regular broadcasts, especially the ones late at night, are for many Britons a deeply familiar touchstone: the announcer’s voice methodically reciting the sea areas all around the islands, one by one, forecasting the weather.

3 … “Finisterre” (pronounced “FIN-iss-tair,” rhymes with “BIN-kiss-fair”) literally means “end of the world”; the sea area’s name was recently changed to “FitztRoy,” but many Britons (such as the poet Duffy herself) grew up hearing the older name “Finisterre” repeatedly intoned on BBC Radio…

Cape Finisterre is a rock-bound peninsula on the west coast of GaliciaSpain.
In Roman times it was believed to be the end of the known world. The name Finisterre, like that of Finistère in France, derives from the Latin finis terrae, meaning “end of the earth”.

Love Dogs – Rumi

Love Dogs

One night a man was crying,
“Allah, Allah!”
His lips grew sweet with the praising,
until a cynic said,
“So! I have heard you
calling out, but have you ever
gotten any response?”
The man had no answer for that.
He quit praying and fell into a confused sleep.
He dreamed he saw Khidr, the guide of souls,
in a thick, green foliage,
“Why did you stop praising?”
“Because I’ve never heard anything back.”
“This longing you express
is the return message.”
The grief you cry out from
draws you toward union.
Your pure sadness that wants help
is the secret cup.
Listen to the moan of a dog for its master.
That whining is the connection.
There are love dogs no one knows the names of.
Give your life to be one of them.

Rumi (30 September 1207 – 17 December 1273)

He stopped praying because he never heard anything back. He states that he has never had a response in his life. I wonder why he is praising God at the start of the poem. If in fact he is giving thanks to God then he has at one time received a response. I personally think prayer should always start with a thank you rather than an ask.

This Rumi poem poses numerous personal questions … Does God respond to prayer? Could it be that the longing itself is the connection – the more the longing the more the connection like a dog in grief? What is God’s response to personal prayer? Is our prayer based on selfish desire – what we want. Is a non-response an appropriate response? How does providence provide an answer to prayer? And is God’s response internally within us all the time – the God within?

From Wikipedia … Rumi was a 13th-century Persian poet, Hanafi faqih (jurist), 
Islamic scholarMaturidi theologian (mutakallim), and Sufi mystic originally from Greater Khorasan in Greater Iran.

The eternal language of words …

The eternal language of words … after a recent visit to the Ancient Egypt Discovery Exhibition in Canberra at the National Museum of Australia showing exhibits from the Dutch National Museum of Antiquities (Rijksmuseum van Oudheden) …

… the importance of words … unknown by those who created them centuries ago … leaving words behind … they didn’t know that their words would have significance … the past defined by the written language of the day … and the language of the past influencing the progression of on-going life … telling its story of the life of the day …  and wisdom and knowledge filtered forever flowing forward … in the beginning was the word and the word is life eternal

 … what equivalent eternal Shakespeare words that crease the pages of today will be of similar significance to future generations?

The foyer of the National Museum of Australia

Ancient Egyptian letters being investigated

And looking at some ancient Egyptian love poems – https://mywordinyourear.com/2021/11/07/ancient-egyptian-love-poems-john-l-foster-translator/